LockedLegendsofMercy

Come Play With me Alessa. My name was Alessa Andrea Lake………. If left without a single tear, A soft goodbye, A longing to be filled, I want to be away from sanity, I want make love with the darkness within, I want to see the mask that clouds your face,    I tried so hard to make myself without pain,            Like everyone I have a purpose,                             A Soul.                                       I want to make everything real,                                                  Say the things I want to say,                             Bring with me the soft words that fill that void everyday,

Asleep I am Safe. Awake I am Hurt. “You can stop pretending to be asleep now.” I didn’t want to. I would much rather just pretend I wasn’t alive right now. You know I thought I could be real yet every day it hurts. I am laid open before everyone eyes, You cannot save me, You have betrayed me, Take everything you thought you gave me, I still feel your touch, Like a soft lingering butterfly, It feels like eternity, My whole self glows at every pass of your eyes, I feel like I can touch the sky, Yet you ran away, From me, To let go of me, And then want me back, I really wish you were forever, That yo

My Bloody Dream. I haven’t slept for soo long, Your face haunts me, My dreams repeat the same things, The things I could have changed, Save me I whisper to a cold night, Waiting for the embrace of a sad world, I wish for the insanity to stop. Let’s play my game, I ask you some questions, I answer them, Why was I different? Everyone is, Why can’t I see the things in front of my eyes? Because sometimes they are hidden, I want to see. Am I blind? Only to what i chose. Am I death? If only it was that simple. Am I mute? Never, people just can’t hear me. How do I sleep when I can’t be here anymore? B

My Burden, My Pain. I move my hand on the floor, Tracing the drops of blood, Breathing though my nose, My throat feels on fire like the rest of my body, Like the burning pain will never stop, I feel the shadows try to grab at my reflection in the pool of blood on the floor, I feel dirty, All the little things trying to stab me, I'm trying to make sense of the fact of my life, I don't care about the pain, It's something i have lived for in the last 8 years, Bleeding like this, Everyday it gets worse, I feel i should die. I smell roses in the air, They always are outside my window, Waiting to lock on my hand and make it bleed,

What i do for my Family. It burns with every time i blink my eyes, I cry because i have come to realize, That this pain i was born with, I had no chance. Yet i still do it for them. It sweeps though my heart, And rocks in my soul, It locks me in a embrace, And mirrors the last tear, My sadness. They could never see. It feels like i could die everyday, Maybe if i could destroy myself i would be saved, Bring to life i whisper in my mind, To people passing by, The days feel like years, The tears feel like my souls shards falling though my eyes, I am broken. If only i could be, I want to be me, Bring me to life again. I think